Im not sad but just curius

   I was imagining a court

Sth like arguing and sth like this

He was asking me why are you being like this lately?  

And he is angry too much he's yelling 

Then when its my turn to answer him and give him a reasonable reason

I say no word and dont take a single look into his brown eyes

Like i dont care and i forgot that you were my brother

I know that you dont care either you just care about your wife

Its rediculus  cause ure my blood

It proves blood is nothing i guess

its sad u know? Its really sad but thats a thing that im not gonna care anymore

Im sick of these things so i cant be nice to you like before

 I was thinking about lonliness

Thats a fear from my childhood

Whole my life i was afraid of that

But from now on im gonna face it because im strong and free

I need no ones intention to live

I just need to fight my fears to get free

So i took the first step 

Im gonna be proud end of this year